While the last thing survivors need is more blame, our society supports a narrative that blames the objectively innocent party because the blatantly guilty party has spent their entire lives fabricating a persona and we’re just being human, and human psychology is quite counterintuitive especially in the context of trauma. Never actually understand, even if they try, because all they see is you, on fire, screaming about the arsonist that no one ever sees, and who has been spreading lies about your alleged mental instability, deceptive personality, etc. Anyways, I especially relate to her midnights becoming afternoons, complex PTSD often leads to this phenomenon, whether due to purposeful sleep deprivation by the abuser, or just hyper vigilance associated with the PTSD, along with the fear of facing people, especially your loved ones, who funny how you say the words domestic violence, abuse, abuse survivor and boom the subject changes. The abuser has no anxieties, no emotional pain, or salience/memory for that matter, so the survivor appears to be the crazy one, obsessed with the abuse and that buzzword that seems to ignite arguments about diagnosing people without a degree, etc. I believe this is another amazingly on point and nuanced commentary on the insanity that follows emotionally abusive relationships. So in conclusion, this song is the feelings of someone sympathizing with the fallen angels in the Book of Enoch. The fallen angels were called the 'Sons of God' in the Book of Enoch and so he uses the words of the Son of God, asking the father "Why have you forsaken me" and adds "In your eyes", "In your thoughts", "In your heart" which were not uttered by Jesus, to convey the degree to which the father had forsaken the fallen angels.The sound of this these lyrics in the song are so depressing, when he sings "father" the second and fourth time, it's a bloodcurdling scream that sounds like he is being eternally damned.He is saddened that the fallen angels, aka sons of god, were not given forgiveness and instead made to die.įather into your hands, I commend my spirit.Again he is addressing god, and his self righteous suicide is that he sympathizes with the angels who, in the Book of Enoch sent a petition for forgiveness to the father which was denied, and so the fallen angels were made to die.Now he is addressing the father with a rhetorical question, implying that he left the door open for the angels to fail by leaving the keys upon the table, and saying "you wanted to" create another fable, like the first fable which was the fall of man. "Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?Here you go create another fable
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